My girlfriend from the reverse world expects me to be a Netorare

The body reacted belatedly to the pleasure that was no different from being forcefully pushed away.

With your tailbone barely hanging over the edge of the chair, bring your thighs together as if you were cross-legged, center your weight, and lift your breasts up to your chest so that they are squashed. Then, lower your head and arch your back so that your shoulders touch your knees.

As I became in a posture where my body was curled up as if trembling with fear, my body, which had become sensitive due to the strong climax, was able to accept the pleasure stably.

"Hoo… hoo…"

As I repeatedly exhaled hot deep breaths, my body, which had defensively adapted to pleasure, began to spread tingling pleasure again, centering around the dildo that had penetrated through my fleshy wall.

Reposition your body to resume masturbation.

Lean your head and body against the backrest, and place the soles of your feet back on the ground. Bend your calves and thighs so that they form a right angle and your thighs are parallel to the floor.

This is the position that allows you to most reliably receive the pleasure spreading throughout your entire body.

As I continued masturbating longer than usual, I felt a slight pulling sensation in my forearm muscles holding the dildo handle. I took my left hand off the dildo and relaxed my wrist muscles for a moment.

Maybe it was because of the posture of sticking out my pubic bone when I was immersed in climax, but my waist also felt a little heavy.

'Where can I find something to support my back… Maybe a pillow?'

I got up for a moment, still leaving the dildo in my vagina, and placed a pillow spread across the bed between the chair seat and the backrest to use as a lower back support.

After resuming the position I had just taken, I pulled the chair back up so that the pillow was buried under my buttocks. My lower back felt a little awkward, but I could definitely feel that it was more comfortable than before.

"Haaak…! Haaaang!"

After a brief break, I push my body again to stop having idle thoughts. I repeat the same process over and over again until I reach the climax, like a machine.

In the brief pause, the male and female voices heard through the headset had also reached the climax point that they usually used just before orgasm.

If you start poking your vagina now, you will have a good time to have another strong climax.

[Kekeke. You're flinching again. How long has it been since you last got it and you're already trying to leave?]

[… Jo, just a little, move! Hah…! Argh!]

[You don't like it? Then why don't you just push it away? Look, I'm holding on to something? Huh? Huh?]

[Sigh…! Sigh…!!]

Bang. Bang. The sound of artificial skin hitting each other rings in my ears.

The male voice coming from the headset was unable to pronounce words properly, perhaps due to excessive pleasure.

If the woman didn't want to continue the sex, she could have just expressed her refusal as she said, but the man made a frustrated groan as if he was holding back his pleasure without any resistance.

A certain scene faintly overlaps with that groan.

A small body that receives stimulation that is either pleasure or pain. As if testing he patience, he frowning face forcibly thrusts his lips in, teasing the inside of his mouth and mixing his tongue, his face gradually loses its sense of reason.

After spurting semen with a face melting from the unbearable stimulation, the man, Shin Jae-hyeok, loses consciousness in a mess.

It's ecstatic. It's a scene from a memory that I can't grasp, but it's surprisingly ecstatic. It's so ecstatic that I'm resentful of my past self who's abandoned clarity and left behind a blur.

Soon, an overwhelming sense of self-loathing came over me.

"This idiot…!"

Discipline yourself with simple insults. It's a stupid thing to do where your mouth and head are not connected, but it's an effective action in that it can humanely guide the emotions that overflow uncontrollably depending on the situation into the channel of pleasure.

"Today too… Ugh! It was dangerous…!"

I remember myself from a few hours ago.

Today, right after I reached my third climax with Shin Jae-hyeok's dick, the sexual urges that I had been able to control until then came rushing back strongly.

About three weeks ago, that day when she threw away her reason and forcibly raped Shin Jae-hyeok, leaving his lower body covered in bruises.

─ This fucking…! Crazy bitch!

It is no exaggeration to say that the day I inflicted wounds on Shin Jae-hyeok's body with my own hands is one of the memories I want to forget the most in my short but long life.

It is a memory that should never happen again and should never be recalled, just as PTSD patients avoid trauma.

But, it's clearly a terrible memory, one I don't want to recall, and I never want to ruin that delicate body with my heavy body again.

I am like that day, like the voice of this man I hear through the headset now, like the face of a man surrendering to pleasure with a lover carefully selected from numerous sites.

I want to see Shin Jae-hyeok's reason crumble again.

"Haa…! I, properly…! Sob!"

What on earth should I call this eerie yet contradictory feeling?

Simple pleasure? A desire for conquest? A resentment for losing the object? Sadism? Voyeurism? Vicarious satisfaction? All of the expressions that come to mind in the moment may be correct. However, even though they may all be correct, none of them give the feeling of being correct.

I don't want to hurt you, but I want to see you break down. At some point, I gave up trying to understand that contradictory desire.

I don't remember exactly when it started.

Perhaps it was when I realized that even when we were having a normal relationship, every one of that child's nagging actions and cutting remarks would turn my emotions into something sticky.

If I let this impulse go, I will one day be consumed by my impulses and repeat the same mistake of raping that child.

When I imagined that future, the only one I could be certain of amidst all the contradictory questions, I felt the need to somehow resolve this filthy, sordid impulse.

The method was sexual desire, and fortunately, I already knew the wall that could cover my body with explosive pleasure.

I don't know if it's because the subject changed from 'Shin Jae-hyeok' to Shin Jae-hyeok, but that wall produced a much stronger pleasure than expected.

─ Haa… You worked hard. Is it because it's been a while since you did this that you've pooped so much?

─ … Heh heh. Yeah. I was happy too. There's tomorrow, so let's wrap things up here for today.

The day when they resumed their physical relationship that had been on hiatus after Shin Jae-hyeok's bruises had completely healed.

Even though her body, which had only tasted cold dildos for two weeks, desperately wanted Shin Jae-hyeok's body, she succeeded in ending the affair after two rounds of sex.

Setting a Maginot Line of not doing it three times to guard against the day's events must have been effective in calming down the impulse.

Unlike other men who are known to lose their energy after having sex once, or at most twice, Shin Jae-hyuk's stamina seemed to last even after having sex three times. Fortunately, unlike his huge penis, Shin Jae-hyuk's sexual desire was normal like that of other men, so he was satisfied with having sex twice and quietly backed off.

Rejecting physical relations itself was something to be avoided, because it was no different from shaking the very foundation of this complex concern.

Whether the child is a 'boy' or a 'woman', it would be equally disheartening if a lover rejected physical communication without reason.

What I want is for this impulse to be suppressed so that it doesn't show on the outside, and not for a relationship to drift apart without me knowing it, like a boredom.

"Properly! Haaak…! I have to hold it in…!!"

But, the events of that day are still unforgettable.

As the saying goes, "the more ink you draw, the more black you become," the memories of Shin Jae-hyeok's mess and my NTR wall became indistinguishable as time went by.

The child tried to comfort me by telling me not to worry and that I didn't need to feel sorry because it was just an accident that we both created, but this was definitely not the level of a problem.

It is impossible to solve problems that are stuck in the realm of instinct through emotions.

─ It's not all your fault. I could have stopped you, but I tried to stop you until the end and this is what happened.

Shin Jae-hyuk said that he could control me at any time, but I know very well that that is close to impossible.

Is it even possible for a weak man, even among men, to subdue a strong woman, even among women?

Maybe it has another meaning. It could mean that this is your last chance, or it could be an implicit warning that if you show signs of doing it again, it's over.

A woman who cannot control her sexual desire forces a man to have sex with her in the name of dating violence, which ends in a breakup, is a common story in heterosexual relationships.

If that kid tells me with a cold face that he wants to break up with me, or even cut off our friendship…

I, I probably…

"… Haaaang! I'm sorry… I'm sorry…! Jaehyuk. Jaehyuk…!! Heh heh…!!"

Push. Push. With violent pleasure and the howling of wanting to speak, I shake off the fearful future from my mind.

[What do you think? If you tighten it like this, everyone will like it and try to fall for it.]

[Ugh… Aaaah…!?]

[There's no way that kind of pig-like bitch would do something like this. Heh heh. When you want to poop, poop. I'll do it for you.]

The empty space left by fear is immediately replaced by the appearance of Shin Jae-hyeok, whose reason is destroyed by pleasure.

I no longer feel inferior. Yes, imagination is free. In imagination, you can realize many things that are impossible in reality.

If this dirty imagination is just a vain fantasy, we can love each other forever. I can make it happen.

[Ugh... Aaaah!!]

"Gaaaaat!!"

For that future, I am giving myself the punishment of pleasure today while pretending to be indifferent.

As the voice coming from the headset ended, I thrust the dildo I was holding with my left hand into my uterus with the force of piercing it.

My gaze, fixed on the monitor, gradually rose upwards and eventually became blurred as if the lens had fallen out. In an instant, my body was covered in pleasure as if I had done a high-altitude dive into the deep sea.

He trembled all over and grabbed the chair's neckrest with his right hand. With a hazy face with drool dripping down his face, he fumbled for reason, lost in the waves of pleasure, and held on.

Swish. A strong stream of water gushed out from the urethra, creating a small puddle on the floor.

"Huh…! Haauk…!"

Squeak. Squeak. The left hand, which was trembling as if it had been vibrated by the side due to the aftereffects of a strong climax, made the dildo, which had already entered the wall, poke an unexpected place. The urethra vomited long streams of water two or three more times before the climax finally stopped.

"Ugh… Ugh… Ugh…"

A feeling of weakness washed over my entire body. My eyelids, barely able to shake off the hazy energy, felt very heavy.

'Let's take a shower tomorrow. For now, sleep comes first.'

My brain, which is based on shallow experience, ordered me to rest, thinking that the impulses that had surged without knowing the subject would have subsided.

"Ugh…!"

Gulp. Roughly pull out the dildo stuck in her sensitive vagina.

Swish. I take out several wet tissues and wipe the sticky liquid-covered dildo until it is shiny.

I stuff the dildo roughly into the case and close the drawer.

Swish, swish. Wipe the vagina and lower body of the vaginal fluid with a towel, then wipe the wiped area once more with a wet tissue.

Remove any spilled liquid under desks and chairs, and absorb any puddles of water that cannot be wiped away with a wet tissue with a towel.

Chik chik chik. Spray air freshener to suppress the seething smell of the vagina.

Since these were things that I had done smoothly even after masturbation, I was able to finish organizing them without any problems even though I was tired.

Plop. Throw yourself onto the bed and rest your head on the extra pillow.

'Ah… I need to wash that pillow…'

I was left in a daze, worrying about the dented pillow on my chair.

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